1) I love to eat- though sometimes I feel guilty about it
2) I am moody – trust me on this one.
3) I love to listen to music but I am a total lyric snob – it has to mean something to be good music to my ears.
4) I love movies though I will not watch a horrible one just for the sake of keeping the tv on
5) I wish I was doing something important with my life
6) I love long, hot, bubble baths for no reason at all
7) I actually like to clean because it is SO nice to have a clean house
8) I let my kids make a total mess of the bathroom when they play in there – what the heck it is only water.
9) I enjoy reading many different genre
10) I have started to really enjoy talking on the phone – it has become a guilty pleasure.
11) I get headaches everyday at 2:30 pm… I think it is low blood sugar.
12) Recently I have forgotten to eat dinner 8 times in the last 14 days. – Maybe I am a bit distracted.
13) I love making the bed – covers all in order and looking nice. Makes going to bed even more comfy.
14) I rely on comfort to dictate a lot of my life
15) I love the fact that P.J. my eldest son thinks he is a superhero… remind me so much of my brother when he was little
16) I melt every time P.J. tells me, “Mom, I am YOUR hero – I will save you.”
17) I want my kids to be kids and to enjoy their childhood.
18) I am afraid of the dark and being home alone – I check things three times before I allow myself to sleep.
19) I kiss my kids every night in their sleep – at least three times and I tell them I love them each time.
20) I love hot tea – flavored or plain
21) I am a sucker for white chocolate
22) I love getting flowers – I think the last time I was given flowers I actually cried. Those times are few and far between.
23) I am becoming my mother – slowly. Though I do not think that I have inherited a lot of her bad habits.
24) I still wonder about my birth parents but I also wonder what right I have to know about them and how much does it matter
25) I have an overwhelming desire to give to people – my recent thoughts have been to either infertility donation (eggs) or even becoming a surrogate mother (both of these has been disregarded in the past due to my soon-to-be-ex husband) I feel so blessed by my boys that I want to help others.
26) I was raised to think that I could do anything I wanted in life – but I have never really believed it until TBND came along and showed such faith in me
27) I have “ugly-duckling” syndrome
28) I realize now that being adopted has played a big part in my psyche – and yes I did have a loving family.
29) I don’t really hate any foods… though I have to be in mood to eat certain things.
30) I have been described many times as a “cold person”
31) I worry.
32) No, I REALLY worry about everything from bugs to fire to rabid pit bulls.
33) I am a completely organized scatterbrain
34) I love shopping though I usually feel to guilty to buy things I want
35) I have been poor and I have been middle class – now I want to be rich.
36) I am not sure I will ever get married again.
37) If I do – I want to do it completely different; with an engagement story I can tell everyone, with a service that means something to me, with a beautiful reception that is in my styles and of course with a man who truly is my soul mate.
38) More kids… I don’t think so but one never knows what one can be convinced of while in a long term loving relationship. I keep having dreams of a little girl named Helena…. Hmmm. Not yet for sure.
39) I fear that people will judge me because I have tattoos and two kids by two different men… This is a strong fear – I worry about meeting new people under theses circumstances.
40) I am nervous around people I do not know well because I am afraid that I will embarrass myself some how.
41) I love jewelry but I really never wear it… I kinds like to collect it.
42) I collect glasses – eye glasses.
43) I also collect dolls – though that collection is still at my parents house, thankfully
44) I am afraid that my boys might have a harder time in life just because I am their mom.
45) I love summer. Warm weather and sunshine give me a great high.
46) I am a total sucker for Happy Meals – toy and all.
47) I have two scars on my body that I have covered over with tattoos in hopes of replacing the horrible memories that caused the scars.
48) I have a weak spot for really cute stuffed animals… though I don’t usually admit it.
49) Dragons are my favorite animals … so are kittens.
50) I am done.