Nothing new
2003-09-04 - 2:20 p.m.

This is my second entry in two days after a long break (please click previous if you have not read the one I wrote yesterday). It is a lot of weight of my chest and I was happy to share it finally. I am not dreading tonight though I am sure that I will be a little uneasy… but no dread or pure panic so I guess that is a good thing.

I have schoolwork tonight. I promise not to write that everyday that I have things to do – it would become terribly redundant. I just like the statement – how it sounds and what it implies. I also realized today that I may not be able to achieve my degree in two years. I used to be going for a BA and now I am looking in to a BS so there is a lot of classes that I have not taken that I will need to take. I do plan on taking at least something this summer – the minimum amount required for financial aid. But it still might take three years. Truthfully my major, Botany, can be either a BA or a BS but due to the fact that I either want to go to Grad school or Optometry school I should probably take the time to get a BS. Damn that math and science shit.

I have not talked to my parents since starting school. The last time I talked to them was a couple of weeks ago when my dad delivered a new bed for PJ. We didn’t discuss me going to school. I am not sure I care enough to call them first. I mean, they never update me on things at home yet demand that I tell them everything going on in my life. The last time I went home I noticed that three of the large trees in my parent’s lot were gone as was the old tree house. Ummm… no one told me previous to this. Instead of them saying that they had forgotten to tell me – it became my fault because I had not been home sooner (the trees had been gone for four months) Blah! Maybe I will wait for them to call me… they are just waiting for me to fail again anyway.

Catch you later…..


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