I hope that my children are not nor will become as angry as Dream is in regards to their “two-parent” ordeals. I am trying to do what I can to be fair to them and their fathers. True, we do not argue and fight but I don’t want them to be able to say that they “were tired of being carted back and forth like chattel.” I am also trying to give them the best home possible. I do not really want to get along with their fathers because I do view them as immature and aggravating. I try really hard to not let the kids see this nor be harmed by my feeling towards their fathers. I just hope that I am doing it “right”. Maybe she can help me with this. I guess I do need a guide in this part of raising kids.
Also, about Dream’s wedding. (hmm… that sounds kinda funny). I am so willing to help her out – I just hope she really takes me up on it. I need a couple of dates from her for next summer so I can throw her shower/tea and bachelorette party. I really am good at this crap – from addressing envelopes correctly (in formal ways) to figuring out seating plans. I wanna work!!! Also, your parents will not be allowed to ruin this wedding. It is your day to be remembered forever and there is a small (but powerful) army behind you and Daygen. We will make sure it is perfect and stress free. We love you guys.
I gave blood today so excuse me if I am a little loopy and light headed right now. First time ever! I am proud of myself. It was not as bad as I expected and could easily do it again. I mean, the needle hurt a little but nothing like getting IV’s put in and out (again and again). Plus – hey, there were free cookies.
I slept in late again. I was so tired this morning but I know that it was due to nightmares instead. I can’t really remember them – but I do know that they were not about the fire. It was something more vague and distrubing. I woke up a couple of time and just went back to sleep into the same nightmare. Damn it. It took till about 4am untill I got to sleep for real. I was also worried about it getting to cold for Skeeter (due to the heat not being on yet – yes, I called them) and suddenly my mind wandered into him getting poisoned by carbon monoxide in his sleep. I know, time to lay off the stress. Pooh.
Midterm tomorrow. Blah!