Arrgh!
Well... the good news is that I am currently without a cast on my left wrist. It is sore and stiff but it is better than it has been in a long while. I have a lng purple scar on the top and some smaller pin holes on the side. I am glad that the cast is gone. I still have a few more appointments on recovery but all in all - I am in good shape.
Life is confusing.
Things are both good and bad. Currently I am anxious. I want my life back and I want it now. How rude of me. There is this feeling of being trapped right now which is just because I know what I want and now I want it. I am sick ofhaving to put my life on hold and take care of all of his things. I have seen something better and truer and that is where I want to be.
I have most of the next few months worked out in my head and on paper. There are alot of htings changing here soon... and later. I am just a little stressed.
There is more I want to write but it will be later tonight when I sort out my brain.
I am a bit depressed and a bit anxious. I am sad and overjoyed. I am just mixed up and scared. I feel completely alone yet I also feel completly loved and sheltered by my boy. It is strange.