On the home front - things seems a little better with James but I am going to see Chris today. (I just realized that a cast list would make all this less confusing) James is my husband and Chris is my on again - off again boyfriend. Chris and I have the surreal connection that is just all tingly and I don't want to let it go but I have to .. for his sake and my mental state. This not having him all the time is really making me crazy. Not to say that I do not love James... I do. But the chemistry has so faded that it is almost no longer there.
On a happier note - I am getting my next tattoo.... #14 today. It is the anime angel and I will post the pictures as soon as I have some. It should take about 4 hours and Kate is coming with me to keep me company. I am also trying out a new tattoo guy at Blue Lotus. Corey, my usual tattoo guy (and a cutie to boot) seems to be MIA and unreachable. I hate switching guys since I have been going to Corey for the last 6 years and 13 tattoos. Hmm... no choice I guess.
Chris. Damn. I probably should not go see him today but my thought always travel to him. Everyday and everytime I am feeling so fucked up inside. I missed him so much yesterday since we haven't even email in the last 48 hours. I think maybe I am going through withdrawl. chris....
Tattoo time has come and I will write later on today all about it.