Betrayal
Blue tinted darkness filled the room
I loosened my hair from under my cap
as you drew off your glasses.
We were alone for a brief time.
The warmth of your arms around me
was comforting and excitingly close
I found my safety in your hands
that circled and caresses my waist
Redemption for my betrayal and guilt
was found in the softness of your eyes
and the payful passion of your lips
I cried inside with both pain and lust
We sat deep in the moonlight
dreaming of freedom and lost time
as we counted the minutes
and covered our track of lies.
At the top of the stairs I watched
as you climbed into bed with another
Your eyes caught mine just before you
casually flicked off the light.
I sat down the hall in my room
My body remembering the heat
and my heart breaking in half
torn between love and loyality.
Love will win.
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